I Am Kate Owens

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2010-06-08T12:59:00.000-07:00

I haven't blogged since march!!!??

I guess I kind of got over it. Sick of pouring my heart out for (basically) the whole world to see. And to judge. The internetzzz is such an interesting place. I love the people I have met on it, even more so through blogging. But at the same time it allows anonymous assholes to feel like they can dish out whatever garbage their dirty mouths desire. I think that's why i've taken such a long "hiatus" from here. Not that anyone has said anything rude to me. I mean, they have, in the past, ya know. But what I meant was, that's not the reason I ultimately stopped blogging.

But in the last 3 months, I have lost weight, continue to work out (hellllo I want to be in FIGHTING shape by the end of summer:), visited Chicago for the first time --so FUN!, went on dates, dates that haven't gone anywhere, but such is life. (I think i'm done with the whole "dating" thing for a while. Tired of putting myself out there.) For now I need to focus on ME. And continue to be healthy and getting back in to the best damn shape of my life. Oh hi junior and senior year of high school when I played soccer and could run for dayssss.......I want those days back.

So for now I will continue on my journey to get fit and continue to be the best I can possibly be at my job which won't leave much time for blogging. But who really reads this shit anyway? :)

OH! PS: I'm applying to go back to school! FINALLY!

I MISS ALL OF YOU & YOUR BLOGS!!!!!!! <3

All I have to offer is my own confusion.

2010-03-04T12:58:00.000-08:00

OMG. Hi blogger! It's been months since I last wrote something. I don't have much to say. Except that I'm frustrated with life. Frustrated with people. Frustrated with this town. Shit talkers. Insecurity. This coast. This snow. This winter. And most of all, myself. I'm over it all.

I need some CHANGES in my life. Big ones. In fact I need to RE-gain control of my life. I lost it somewhere last summer and I've had enough of living like this. I'm not asking for you to understand. Or to get what I'm trying to say. Or to fix it. All I'm asking is for you to just..........

.......stand by me. While I try to figure this crazy thing out we call life.

Cynicism.

2010-01-25T08:21:00.000-08:00

I find it difficult, especially in this day and age, and in my life particularily, to always have an optimistic attitude about things, and people. However, this past Friday night, as I was watching Conan O'Brien's final episode of The Tonight Show, he said something that really stuck in my head. And it went something like this:

"To all the people watching, I can never ever thank you enough for the kindness to me, I'll think about it for the rest of my life. All I ask is one thing, and this is.. I'm asking this particularily of young people that watch: Please do not be cynical. I hate cynicism - for the record it's my least favorite quality, it doesn't lead anywhere. Nobody in life gets exactly what they thought they were going to get. But if you work really hard and you're kind, amazing things will happen. I'm telling you, amazing things will happen."

He's right. I need to stop worrying so much about what I DON'T have and focus on all that I do. Easier said than done. But, I need to remind myself that I'm beyond fortunate in this crazy, messed up world and even though I've been let down a lot recently, I have to remember to keep my head up, keep working hard, and let the good things happen when they happen.

PS: Happy Monday Lovers!!!

PPS: Thank you California for sending us your yucky/rainy/windy situation. ;)

"I wasn't lost, or frozen, or gone... I was alive; I was alive in my own perfect world."

2010-01-19T13:40:00.000-08:00

It feels like I haven't blogged in years. Ahhhh! I guess work has kept me busy with the holidays being over, etc etc. But here I am. I watched the movie, "The Lovely Bones" online the other day. Totally legit too. Not some shitty bootleg copy, either. The movie, I thought, was uplifting. Weird to say if any of you know what it's about. It didn't make me cry though. (And let's face it, 'Bambi' makes me cry!) If anything, I thought it was quite suspensful. But not in that whole "scary movie" suspensful kind of way. More like, I was on the edge of my seat for nearly the entire movie wanting her father to FIGURE.IT.OUT. I never read the book so I don't know how it compares to the movie, but I didn't really like how it ended. I mean, the karma of it, I liked. But I didn't like how they never found her body. Maybe that was the point. IDK. Overall, good movie. I suggest you check it out if you haven't already seen it.

(PS: Susan Sarandon was great)

Now for something completely unrelated, I feel like I need to say something about Haiti. I've been plastering my twitter/fb with news and pictures and videos. I can't help but feel helpless. All I can do physically is keep donating money. Which is what they need. I am still absolutely AMAZED at the amount of $ the Red Cross has raised through their simple text campaign. (Text 'HAITI' to 90999) SO many generous people in this world. SO many celebrities taking the resources they are so privledged to have and giving aid to these people in Haiti. That. That makes me hopeful. Unforuntely there is nothing but chaos going on over there. There is no one in charge. Resulting in looting. Which has resulted in a whole new realm of violence. It is absolutely heartbreaking to watch. Or to see pictures of. Boston.com has done an amazing job at putting up pictures from the aftermath of the earthquake. Today, they had a blog entitled, Haiti six days later. The pictures are just gut wrenching. For some reason though, this one seemed to grab my attention the most:

(A boy lies injured in a makeshift hospital after the earthquake in Port-au-Prince January 17, 2010. REUTERS/Carlos Barria)

I have no words. I really don't. All I ask is that you please, please donate what you can. And please be careful in choosing which charities/organizations you donate to. Here is a link, that I personally trust, that has a bunch of places you can donate to: http://www.networkforgood.org/

On a sidenote, Coachella -ella -ella announced their lineup for this year. Looks pretty freakin badass. (Yep, I said badass.) And it's right in the smack dab middle of my BIRTHDAY weekend. Hook it up yo! :)

I hope you all are enjoying your 2010 so far.

Let's all be thankful that [for the most part] we are SAFE and happy and healthy.

X's and Oh's.

It's Friday I'm in Love.

2010-01-08T10:05:00.000-08:00

Happy Friday Loverssss!!!

I seem to be in a much better mood today than I was at the beginning of the week, yayyy! It probably helps that it's the weekend and I finally have a couple days to sleep in, but whatever. I'll take it :) My morning didn't start out so hot though. It decided to snow again last night and into today. The roads were pretty miserable this morning but being the ~~princess~~ lazy-bear that I am, I refused to take public transportation so I waited it out a little longer and the roads were pretty much clear by the time I pulled out of my driveway. And so here I sit at work. Alone in my office. On a friday afternoon. So why not blog? Ha.

Can we talk about Michael Cera for a hot minute? Oh my. He's one of my favorites. The commercials last night on MTV with the cast of the Jersey Shore cracked me up. He totes rocked a blow-out like no other. I told my sister I'd pretty much marry him. Just Kidding. But i'd totally date him haha. Speaking of date, I need to find one this weekend to go see his new movie, Youth in Revolt. Looks pretty HI-larious :)

I think tonight though, since the weather is not up to par with my liking, I will just kick it in some jammies and warm uggs with my sister in addition to these two things:

I got 500 days of summer for Christmas and I have YET to watch it. So tonight seems like the perfect time. Accompanied with a glass or 2 of my favorite pinot grigio. Oh and to top off this week, I ordered tickets yesterday to New Found Glory/Saves the Day at Irving Plaza!!! Ummm hello highschool, sup? I cannot wait. Plus I will have really good company with me. Yay! :)

And now, I will leave you all with this video/song that I think of everytime it's Friday. Hope you all have a great weekend and if you are nowhere near the east coast, you're lucky. Snow up and down the coast, yo! Stay warm <3

The Cure - Friday I'm In Love
Uploaded by manon42. - Music videos, artist interviews, concerts and more.

[Pics via vi.sualize.us & wehearit.com]

Three Cheers for Five Years.

2010-01-05T13:22:00.000-08:00

It's days like today where I can't stop listening to the Mayday Parade EP.

Over & over & over. And over.

So this is the new year...

2010-01-04T08:22:00.000-08:00

...And I don't feel any different

The clanking of crystal

Explosions off in the distance

I hope everyone had a nice New Years and NYE. I woke up on Friday morning (hungover, meh) expecting to feel, well, different. 2009 was such a bad year for me and I have such high hopes for 2010, that I woke up thinking everything would be better. That all my "problems" would just disappear. Well, that didn't happen. And the problems are still here. More than ever. Which disappoints me. Everyone around me is so happy; so ready to start their new year. And i'm not. I don't even want to be writing this right now because I feel like all I do on my blog is complain. Or whine. But at the same time I need to vent. I might even disable comments because I am NOT, in any way, looking for an ounce of sympathy. Nor am I looking for "things will get better" comments. Because frankly, I don't want to hear it.

I feel like I am at an all time low right now. To the point where I am starting to distance myself from friends. And that scares me. I don't even want to talk to anyone about what's bothering me. Mostly because I'm not even sure myself what's wrong. I just know, that something isn't right. I'm sick of going to sleep sad. I'm sick of being SO upset that I make myself physically sick. To the point where I have not been to the gym in weeks and I still have managed to lose weight. My aniexty is going crazy. Feeling alone has got to be one of the single worst feelings ever. Physically I know I am not alone. But mentally, there's no one there. All I want to do is sleep all day. Which is what I spent most of my time off from work doing. I slept until 3pm, sometimes later. That's not normal. Nor is it healthy.

I wish I could turn my brain off once in a while. That I could stop worrying. That I could allow myself to be happy. Because A) I fucking deserve it and B) things could always be worse. Unfortunetly, it's not that simple. No one ever said life was easy. However, they also never said it could be this hard. Life is a drain. It's become an inconvenience at times. But like I've said in previous posts, I'm not giving up. I know that with time things will start to get better. That the sunrise is just over that hill. It's this inbetween time, that kills me.

EDIT: I wish I were able to attend this in Orlando on Jan. 9th.

2009: Year In Review

2009-12-28T08:32:00.000-08:00

First and foremost, I hope everyone had a very lovely holiday! It's always nice seeing family. This was my nephew on Christmas morning:

(He makes my heart smile)

I'm sitting here and I'm not sure where to start. I almost feel as though I need to write a "rough draft" first. Which I've never done for blogs or journals. I usually just write off the top of my head. (Not sure if that's always a smart idea since sometimes my head can be a jumbled mess ha) Maybe I'll start writing this and then save it and finish it later. Who knows?

Oh, 2009. What a terrible year. It has just been SO draining both mentally and physically for me. I'm lucky to have a stable job in this shitty economy, but I feel like I'm stuck. I keep telling myself I want and need to go back to school. I have a 2 year degree, but I want more. The part where I actually sit down and register for classes is the part that I can't seem to get myself to do. I'm not a school person. I never have been. I don't like sitting in a classroom, being lectured. I'd much rather be out in the real world doing it. But unfortunetly there's this piece of paper that determines how smart and qualified a person is for a job. It's not fair but it's the way life goes.

Aside from work and school, I feel like 2009 has been a shitty year for me involving relationships. On both a romantical and friendship level. This is something I can't seem to get my brain around. I'm a nice person. My intentions are good. But then maybe there lies the problem. Maybe I am too nice. Maybe I'm too nice because really, I'm insecure. And really, I don't know how to fully stand up for myself, so in return I allow people to walk all over me. I allow people to use me and to abuse my friendship and loyalty. There is NO ONE to blame for that but ME. Maybe for 2010 I should consider getting a backbone.

One of my best friends sent me this blog the other night that I just read now. Maybe I should have read it when she sent it to me. Maybe it would have helped me get through Christmas better. Maybe I wouldn't have been SO fucking frustrated these past few days. Maybe I should have called her. Because maybe she was going through the SAME exact things as me. Because ~~maybe~~ she gets me. She gets why I feel like this. I love you EH.

This is the blog she sent me from TWLOHA ; A movement that is very near and dear to both our hearts. Read it. Maybe it will help you. Maybe it will give you hope for 2010. Maybe it will let you know that Love Is The Movement & Rescue Is possible. I'm not giving up on myself yet. I have too much left to offer this world. Even if this world is a cold and dark place sometimes.

(Apparently I support TWLOHA & New Castle beer ha!)

Thanks to all who read this. My intentions were not to write a depressing blog, but sometimes that's how we feel. And it's okay. It's okay to be sad. It's not okay to keep it in though. Which is what I tend to do a lot. That's another goal I am giving myself for '10. Not resolutions. But goals. Because working towards a goal is way more realistic to me than just straight up quitting something. It'll be a work-in-progress but to know where I've been in my life already, I know I can make it out of this. Maybe I just need to be reminded of that every once in a while.

Love & Hugs<3 KO

PS: I adore this song & understand why twloha was so inspired by it.

http://listen.grooveshark.com/#/song/Love+Is+The+Movement/7371210

"Love is the movement
Love is a revolution

This is redemption

We don't have to slow back down"

Happy Christmas.

2009-12-23T08:03:00.000-08:00

Or Happy Whatever-it-is-you-celebrate! :) I know i've said in previous posts that holidays bum me out & they do but I am putting all that negativeness aside and going to make the best of this. I'm super excited to see my family tomorrow for Christmas Eve. For as long as I can remember my house has always been the place where we host the xmas eve party. I like it that way. I miss my Dad's side of the family. The Italian side. They don't live around me anymore so we don't see them much, but I'm still lucky to be surrounded by good people. It's my nephew's first Christmas where he will actually be old enough to sort of grasp the fact of what's going on instead of sleeping like he did last year :) Super excited to see his face on Christmas morning. He's already in awe of the Christmas tree. I think he is part of the reason that I decided to no longer be a grinch about xmas. He re-taught me the TRUE meaning of Christmas. Funny how someone as small as a one year old can do that to a 24-year old.

I didn't ask for much this year. Not sure if it's because I'm not really into it or if because I'm getting older. Or because I know I won't get my Macbook so why even bother? (Haha kidding, I'm such a baby!) Although I wouldn't mind getting one of those little puppies in the picture above. Whatever the case may be, I'm just happy to be surrounded by people who love me and care about me. When you really think about it, if you don't have that in your life, everything else becomes irrelevant.

With that being said, I hope you all have a verrrrrrry Happy Holiday! And that you get to spend it with your loved ones too. Bring on 2010, i'm ready.

<3 KO

PS:

Pictures via: tumblr & flickr

I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl.

2009-12-18T08:18:00.000-08:00

Holidays bum me out, what else is there to say?

Beyonce Broken Hearted Girl Video from Brownsista.com on Vimeo.

I'm afraid that you've become everything that you had hated...

2009-12-10T14:00:00.000-08:00

...I'm waiting for this to blow away. How could I have been so blind? How could I have ignored so many signs? Especially when my friends warned me about your deceptive side. And that your friendship was a lie.

I've been on SUCH a Midtown kick lately. I miss that band. But those lyrics above describe PERFECTLY what I have been struggling with for the past two months. I've been dreading writing this because I wanted to do it at the "right" time. But then Thanksgiving came and I didn't want to write a bummed out blog post when I should be THANKFUL for all that I DO have in my life. And now with Christmas coming up, I feel like I'm being quite the Grinch writing this. But you know what? I don't care. I've come to realize that there is no right time to say this. It just needs to come out. Because this ISN'T going to just blow away. I feel betrayed. Because I was. By someone who I didn't think was capable of being a cold-hearted bitch. Sorry if that sounds harsh, but maybe that's what you need. Nothing personal. It's not okay to have people invest SO much time and effort and emotions and TRUST into a friendship and then just bail on them. For absolutely no reason at all. I can say with all honesty that I did nothing to deserve losing a friend who I once would have done anything for. How can someone preach about the EXACT things I am saying now and then...DO THEM!?

I'm afraid that you've become everything that you had hated.

I understand that friends come and go. This has happened before. But it doesn't erase the fact that it hurts. I have tried to reach out over and over, but have gotten nothing in return. Is it time to just give up on this? Because quite frankly, I don't think it's fair to me to waste any more energy on someone who CLEARLY does not want me to be a part of their life anymore. I can't control that. And i'm not trying to. But all I would have liked was an explanation. I think I at least deserved that.

With that being said, here is to a new year, new beginnings, and new friendships. I'm excited for my future despite the negative things that have happened in my life this past year. I'm finally letting go.

(Picture via here)

Forget December.

2009-12-03T08:45:00.000-08:00

Is December over yet? I keed, I keed :) But srsly yo, my December has NOT started out pleasant AT ALL. I'm sick :( I came home from work on Monday night feeling run down with a sore throat. I thought that, that was due to the fact I was screaming my face off this past Saturday night while seeing Brand New on Long Island. (Which by the way, was excellent) Here's a review of the show if any of you are Brand Nizzle, or glassjAw fans.

(Pictures don't lie. via: weheartit.com)

Anyway, turns out that's not why my throat hurt. I stayed home on Tuesday from work (I never stay home from work) and pretty much slept most of the day and watched SoapNet haha. I planned on going to work yesterday but after I showered I felt ridiculously nauseated so once again I called in to work and fell back asleep. I went to the doctors yesterday, and basically I have a rilly, rilly bad sinus infection. But I was given a pretty strong antibiotic so *fingers crossed* i'm hoping this goes away...FAST! I have another concert i'm going to tomorrow night; I hope I don't fall asleep during their set! :)

Speaking of tomorrow, I think I'm going to go see the tree in Rockefeller before the show! I honestly can not think of another place I'd rather be during Christmas time, than NYC. Especially Saks Fifth Ave. Yeah it's a huge huge HUGEEE clusterfuck, but it's always so festive. I love it. And I love walking across the street to watch the ice skaters @ Rockefeller and laughing at the ones who fall :) So fun.

(Picture Via)

I also realized that I totally suck at blogging, but whatever. I'm not here for the numbers. Though I am VERY thankful for everyone who actually does read my blog. All 18 of you. Wait no, 17. I follow my blog too for unknown reasons. But seriously, thank you for wanting to know what goes on in my boring life and for anyone who has ever left a comment. It means more than you know. :)

**Here's to being happy and HEALTHY this holiday season!**

Happy Monday!

2009-11-23T07:44:00.000-08:00

Ok, ok so there's really nothing happy about mondays. Especially monday morning, but I thought i'd try to trick myself into believing today won't be so bad :) I have been slacking on the gym lately so tonight when I get home from work I plan on working out until I physically cannot move. Srsly yo! I need to start kicking my ass more about this, ESPECIALLY with the holidays right around the corner. But enough about that.

(This picture cracks me up ;)

Can we talk about Adam Lambert for a second? Dude....bro.....like....what...the...EFF!? Listen I have been a fan of Adam's since I first saw him audition for AI last year. (Let's not talk about how my heart broke a little when I realized/found out he was gay..total bummer) I've always thought he was an amazing performer and his voice...I just loved it. Unfortunetly last night on the AMAs he did NOT express those 2 things very well at all. The whole s&m thing wasn't very appropriate for prime time television on ABC. The whole fake bj thing? Dude really? I heard they didn't even show that on the West Coast. His performance wasn't "ground breaking". It was just TACKY. And raunchy. It was too much. And he seemed to have put his VOCALS on the back burner. You're gay. You like dudes. You like shocking and awing people. We get it. But last night was just tasteless, in my honest opinion. I really hope this doesn't hurt your career because I AM a fan of your new music and we all know the ability you have to really leave people speechless.....in a GOOD way.

Anyway, I hope you all have a very lovely Monday & I hope you all have a short 3 day week like I do!! Xo.

Dear Something Corporate:

2009-11-19T13:06:00.000-08:00

Dear SoCo --

Please, please, pleaseeeee do a reunion tour.

I've heard so many rumors.

I can't help but get my hopes up just a teeny, tiny bit!! :)

That is all.

Love, Katie :)

Happy Birthday Mom!

2009-11-16T10:03:00.000-08:00

I cannot even begin to describe how important my mother is to me. She has ALWAYS been the one person there for me, no matter what. She is my rock. She is always putting everyone ahead of herself and making sacrafices; giving up her career to be there more for her family. And I can only hope that one day I am as good a mother as she is to me and my sibilings.

(mommy & me circa 1985)

Happy Birthday Mom. I love you.

Happy Friday the 13th!

2009-11-13T07:22:00.000-08:00

Ooooh so creepy, right?!

(via FFFFOUND!)

Speaking of which, has anyone seen the remake of Friday the 13th that came out earlier this year?? I saw it a few months ago and actually thought it was pretty decent! But then again i'm a sucker for a good horror movie :)

Hope everyone has a fun and safe Friday the 13th!

Xo.

One of those days.

2009-11-12T12:05:00.000-08:00

I'm not sure if it's the cold November Rain or for the fact that i'm alone in my office for the rest of the week with not much work to do or because my brain seems to never shut off, but I can't stop thinking about 'what if's' lately. Especially with former relationships. Colder weather seems to remind me more of Ex'es and on rainy days like today, all I'd like is to be curled up with a blanket in someones arms. I miss that feeling. The feeling of being safe. The feeling of knowing someone cares. I guess it's just one of those days....

When the timing is right (although is it ever right?) I will meet someone who completely takes my breath away. But this inbetween time gets hard. And with the holidays coming up, that makes it even harder for me. I'm sick of spending Christmas alone. This is the time of year when I should be happiest and thankful for my friends and family --which I am. But my life lacks that special kind of love. And it's starting to take its toll on me. I've become jaded by being hurt so many times before. What if I never find true love? What's life without it?

I know that these nostalgic feelings won't stick around for ever, because let's face it, "nothing lasts forever...even cold November rain." I just need to remind myself of that sometimes. And continue to keep an open heart.

[images via: vi.sualize.us]

Dear Jack

2009-11-04T08:58:00.000-08:00

I feel like I need to write something about this because everyone should know the amazing story behind the dear jack movie. I fell in love with Something Corporate in highschool. They were my first "real" favorite band. I discovered them on my own. Andrew's unique style of playing piano (he even plays the keys barefoot, yo!) is what got me. I was IN love with this band. I can't even count the number of times I have seen them live, or the number of times I have met Andrew. But what I can say is that each time he was completely down to earth and SO so so so so appreaciative of his fans.

I will never forget seeing Jack's Mannequin for the first time in 2005 in NYC. I was sad about SoCo coming to an end but was excited to see Andrew's new project. The show was nothing short of being amazing. I was lucky enough to meet him again after that show and got a hug from him :)

I believe that he was diagnosed with Leukemia shortly after this show and was admitted into a hospital in NYC. My heart nearly broke into a million pieces. I thought, how could something like cancer happen to a guy like this??? He was young. He was healthy. He was in the middle of touring and releasing his first album under Jack's Mannequin. It wasn't fair. It's never fair.

But four years later and Andrew has seemed to have beat his cancer. The "Dear Jack" DVD was released yesterday, November 3rd. I have not seen it yet, but I plan on buying it as soon as I can get to a best buy ha. The dvd chronicles his struggle with leukemia, and features self-recorded footage in the hospital. I know this will be hard to watch, but it comes with a happy ending; showing just how strong of an individual Andrew McMahon is.

Here is the teaser for the movie:

**Please don't take my pictures of Andrew. I took those this past May when I saw J.M. perform with Matt Nathanson.**

You would kill for this, just a little bit...

2009-11-03T13:38:00.000-08:00

"when the sun came up

we were sleeping in

sunk inside our blankets

sprawled across the bed

and we were dreaming

there are moments when i know it

and the world revolves around us

and we're keeping it

keeping it all going

this delicate balance

vulnerable

all knowing

(sing like you think no one's listening)

you would kill for this

just a little bit, just a little bit...

so, sing me something soft

sad and delicate

or loud and out of key

sing me anything

we're glad for what we've got

done with what we've lost

our whole lives laid out right in front of us"

Happy November!

2009-11-02T08:48:00.000-08:00

So, this past weekend was Halloween. I had planned to just go trick-or-treating with my sister and my nephew. But somehow I ended up going out, which was fun, minus a few tricks bahahaha.

But anyway this is how my night started out....

(That green little blob is my nephew hehe...he was a dinosaur! And I was a nerd ha!)

(He didn't like the part that covered his head.)

After we tricked and treated, I threw a "costume" together at the last minute. I honestly had nothing to wear so I did the simplest thing I knew; I went as a Yankees fan! (By the way they won that night, so that was rad!)

(hahahaha)

Also, I can't believe that it's already November. 4 weeks until Thanksgiving, which means four weeks until I get to see my fav band, Brand New!!! SO stoked. It's been years since i've last seen them!!!

And that's that. Overall it was a pretty nice weekend. Although today I feel like i'm getting sick. Hopefully it's just me recovering from a weekend spent drinking and i'm NOT getting the swine flu! Ha. Oh and Yanks won both games. They are ONE more game away from winning the world series!!! Ahhhh I feel 15 all over again :)

Ahhhhh!!

2009-10-28T17:41:00.000-07:00

I already messed up my blog. Yay me! I want 3 columns and when I uploaded the template it totally wiped out everrrrrrything I already had. Now i'm stuck with these awful looking colors. But i'm too sleepy to fix it tonight.

Oh yeah and.....

THE YANKEES ARE PLAYING IN THE WOLRD SERIES RIIIIIIGHT NOW!! :)

Matching tatt's.

2009-10-28T08:49:00.000-07:00

While the idea sounds cute, I find it actually pretty lame. And I only say that because I've noticed that EVERYONE is getting them in the same place on their hand.

Pu-leeez. Don't get me wrong, I like tiny tattoo's and if I were ever to get one i'd probably get something small like the ones above, but be more creative people!!!! :)

Hollaween.

2009-10-27T09:22:00.000-07:00

Sooo Halloween is in approximately 3 days. Ahhh! I don't even have a costume. I was planning on being a bumble bee. You know, something like this:

http://www.polyvore.com/bumble_bee/set?id=9995482

With the addition of wings. However, I doubt I would have enough time to get everything together. I'm not really a huge halloween person. Yeah it's fun but it's also a lame excuse for girls to dress up like trash and for everyone to be one big drunk mess together. No thanks. I'll keep it classy and stick to trick-or-treating with my nephew!!!

Last year he was a month old around halloween. This year he'll be 13 months so he'll be old enough to get my sister and I candy! ;) He's gonna be a dinosaur:
Should be fun. Definitely will have to post pictures of his little costume! yay :)

ummm

2009-10-19T10:05:00.001-07:00

hi blogger?